Incommunicative

Assalamualaikum wbt

Bismillahi arrahmani arrahim...

Situasi 1
Lokasi: Dalam kereta
Kak A: Ok, ingat betul2 jalan ni..nanti tak la susah esok.

B : Ha tu la kak, saya ni bukan ingat sangat kalau jalan2 ni..tengok sekarang boleh la ingat..esok ha menggagau nak cari..bla..bla..bla..

Kak A : Hah, Seha boleh ingat tak? yang diam2 ni selalu cepat dapat ingat..

Seha: InsyaAllah kak.

Bella: Hah, nasib baik ada Seha..saya ni kalau nak ingat jalan memang susah..Seha ingat tau..nanti esok tak la kena marah dengan En. Zul. En. Zul tu bla..bla..bla..bla..kalau B ni wat salah sket, mula la dia bla..bla..bla..bla..bla

*Seha kat seat belakang senyum je*

Situasi 2
Lokasi: Office
Selesai majlis, yang lain berborak2..tiba2..

Kak A: Mana tau yang senyap2 ni la yang kahwin dulu..kan Seha?

Seha: (Monolog 1) : Aminn... (Monolog 2) : Aishhh, pehal tetibe naik nme ak ni?
Senyum jeeee....

Since I work at that company, have two people was judge me as incommunicative person..hmmm..I thought I was acting as real me enough..not incommunicative person but not so talkative..I have a chat with my colleague, my boss, my partner..but why ar?...sometime we do not noticed enough with what we do..hayyooo...

Incommunicative person usually associated with passive person. They judge the person without deeply knowing who is the person are. Pity rite?..hmmmm..but, the best part is they will not know what is a best thing about incommunicative person. they only look at negative part.

Usually, they (incommunicative person) have their own strength such as good in communication skills, a good thinker (because they more watching others act than comment or judging), and etc. Yeahh, all know that peoples born have their own strength and weaknesses rite?..talkative people also have their weaknesses. So, we are not able to judge 'incommunicative' is one of weaknesses. It can be the strength to someone if we can manipulate our weakness.

Till now, I also still searching and develop myself to change my weakness to be my strength..hmmm..

Why the this post I tell about incommunicative??
Hahahaha (bole lg ko gelak ea..)
All day in previous week I found that I'm incommunicative person..hoho..
Why ar?...I try to find the answer..but..hmmm..dunno why...
hmmmm (again)....
hmmmm (again)......
hmmmmmmmmm (n again)........

But, only in office...at home I've to change to real me..have a chat as usual..don't want to make my family worried with my changes...I hope this will not happen for a long period..

O Allah, please bless my life and my family..

Kesunyian..

Assalamualaikum..

Hujung mggu yang agak down. Sbb x de planning aktiviti hari ni. Hari2 yg berlalu sepanjang mggu pun tiada semangat sgt..hanya bersemangat ke tempat kerja saja..heii, perlu la bersemangat..kalau kerja x bersemangat cmne nk ade feel bekerja..kerja kan kena ikhlas..Alhamdulillah..setakat ni tiada konflik ditempat kerja..semoga urusan bekerja di hari2 akan datang juga baik2 saja. Hanya itulah yg menjadikan hari2 ku bermakna..InsyaAllah..

Kesedihan mengenang arwah bapak..
terbaca sebuah petikan..
Jika kita terkenang org yg sudah tiada ketika hampirnya Ramadhan,
"maka bersyukurlah masih diberi peluang"
Ya Allah, kau permudahkanlah urusan bapaku di alam barzakh..Al-fatihah













Lain-lain,
Kegelisahan..serba salah..
kehilangan, kesunyian..
terasa jauh..
terasa diri tiada makna untuk sesiapa..
n tiada kata yg mampu menafsirkan apa yg ku rasa..

tapi ku mampu hadapinya..
Ku percaya ini semua sementara
Beraksilah seperti tiada apa yg berlaku..
kerana apabila ada yg mengambil berat tentang ku
aku akan mulai goyah..
dan lemah..
aku sudah biasa begini..
sudah lali..
cuma terkadang perlukan ruang yg sesuai untukku meluah..

Dan aku percaya apa yg ku rasa ini Allah telah takdirkan untukku bersiap sedia menghadapi Ramadhan Kareem yg akan hadir kurang 10 jam dari sekarang..

Semoga aku kuat menghadapi Ramadhan kali ini. Amin.

Cerita hari esok

Assalamualaikum...

Esok, bermula pekerjaan ku yang pertama selepas habis belajar.

Mggu depan, ak masih bekerja di NUMed

Bulan depan, puasa di bulan Ramadhan Kareem

2 bulan depan, Hari Raya Eid ul Fitr

Tahun depan, mulakan azam baru (walaupun tiada azam lama). tamat kontrak di NUMed. bagaimana prestasiku?...hah, aku pun masih sangsi...mampukah aku hadapi pekerjaan ini...

Ya Allah, bantulah aku. Perkenankanlah.